Why do you assume that you must not know... enough, as much, the truth, etc?
Do you realize how harmful that is?
You're withholding from yourself opportunities to grow ever stronger. You're keeping others from having the amazing opportunity to experience the fullness of you - your spirit, your talent, your gifts, your beauty.
Do you not realize how deeply saddening that is?
Do not stall out. Do not now steal precious moments feeling guilty or wallowing in regret. Instead, choose to change starting right now. Choose to be vulnerable. Choose to be authentic. Choose to trust that you have power within you. Dare to believe in yourself.
That strength desperately needs to be released... not for your sake alone, but for so many beyond you. If only you could see that.
Trust.