It's tough for you to look at that word
without a hefty dose of judgment -- isn't it, my dear?
You're far too disciplined, far too driven, far too purposeful
to be caught squandering life in that act.
But life keeps gently steering you towards a more open path.
Can you suspend the judgement and simply allow that?
Let the meandering be your teacher, a source of wisdom.
Perhaps, it will -- yet again -- take you where you need to be.